Solario333 Posted May 16, 2022 Share Posted May 16, 2022 4 hours ago, Antonin said: I'll always be a degenerate fudger... Why I'm doing this over and over... you will always be a degenerate fudger if you think like that !!! let it go ... stop self recrimination and move on . Give yourself a break . 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Fudge Posted May 16, 2022 Share Posted May 16, 2022 It hurts now, but in a couple of days/weeks, it will pass. Most of us have/are going through it. It's a sick game that we play and we have to live with it, one way or another. The only thing that works for people like me and others are taking away the possibility to do it. If you don't have the means then you don't have to think about it. Even our favourite gambler (rolla) uses the same strategy to control himself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted May 19, 2022 Author Share Posted May 19, 2022 DAY 13 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kev40 Posted May 20, 2022 Share Posted May 20, 2022 Get in @Antonin. Next stop a month. It will be 30 days before you know it. I have every faith 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 DAY 16 I hold on. I wrote down on a piece of paper the total amount I lost since that I'm gambling addict. And every time I want to gamble, I look at this sheet and tell myself that it's not worth gambling again. Think it helps a bit. Have a great day! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bangers Posted May 22, 2022 Share Posted May 22, 2022 1 hour ago, Antonin said: DAY 16 I hold on. I wrote down on a piece of paper the total amount I lost since that I'm gambling addict. And every time I want to gamble, I look at this sheet and tell myself that it's not worth gambling again. Think it helps a bit. Have a great day! You need into other things dude Cycling - Swimming - hiking You need to remove the brains chain of thought, it's good you can atleast see you have an issue and you want to fix it, so many people are in denial with addictions 1 last cigarette or I drink every day BUT NO I'm not an alcoholic Giving up any addiction doesn't happen overnight, you will have highs and lows, only when you start to feel good will you start to see you are winning, winning the battle you had with yourself. I hope when you do finally win you don't have any need to return back here This is a site for gamblers 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted May 25, 2022 Author Share Posted May 25, 2022 DAY 19 It's my birthday today .... But look what I've received by message on my mobile phone.... Old trick from the bookies .... . . . . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Solario333 Posted May 25, 2022 Share Posted May 25, 2022 On 22/05/2022 at 11:42, Bangers said: You need into other things dude Cycling - Swimming - hiking You need to remove the brains chain of thought, it's good you can atleast see you have an issue and you want to fix it, so many people are in denial with addictions 1 last cigarette or I drink every day BUT NO I'm not an alcoholic Giving up any addiction doesn't happen overnight, you will have highs and lows, only when you start to feel good will you start to see you are winning, winning the battle you had with yourself. I hope when you do finally win you don't have any need to return back here This is a site for gamblers Entirely agree . Good food , nature , time to rest and reflect. Pause and take stock .open new horizons through food, and time with friends, generate goodwill and peace in your body . Illuminate your day with good thoughts and future plans . Help others in need . give freely your time , and small gifts that move others forward . Have no arguments or disdain, anger, or fears, self recrimination or regret. stand alone , take ownership of mistakes and let them go . And above all live your life , every moment , dont waste it away in regret . 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted June 6, 2022 Author Share Posted June 6, 2022 One month gamble free. 2 2 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bigbucks1983 Posted June 7, 2022 Share Posted June 7, 2022 23 hours ago, Antonin said: One month gamble free. Well done bud. You're doing better than probably 99% of the people on here. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted June 7, 2022 Author Share Posted June 7, 2022 5 hours ago, bigbucks1983 said: Well done bud. You're doing better than probably 99% of the people on here. Thanks man. I've failed many times but hopefully this time it's for real. God bless. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bangers Posted June 7, 2022 Share Posted June 7, 2022 5 hours ago, Antonin said: Thanks man. I've failed many times but hopefully this time it's for real. God bless. Did you ever get the MTB ? 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheryl T T Posted June 8, 2022 Share Posted June 8, 2022 11 hours ago, Antonin said: Thanks man. I've failed many times but hopefully this time it's for real. God bless. You've got this! Totally know you can dig deep and continue. Remember Antonin, at times we fall. We rise, dust down and tomorrow is a new day. Do this for you I believe in you x 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted June 8, 2022 Author Share Posted June 8, 2022 6 hours ago, Cheryl T T said: You've got this! Totally know you can dig deep and continue. Remember Antonin, at times we fall. We rise, dust down and tomorrow is a new day. Do this for you I believe in you x Welcome back Cheryl, It's nice to see you again. I thought you were gone forever. Thanks for the kind words. I appreciate it. 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheryl T T Posted June 8, 2022 Share Posted June 8, 2022 15 hours ago, Antonin said: Welcome back Cheryl, It's nice to see you again. I thought you were gone forever. Thanks for the kind words. I appreciate it. Keeping an eye out for you. Know you can do this. One month in already! Stay strong, keep positing I never went away, I just took time out but remain a guest x 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheryl T T Posted June 16, 2022 Share Posted June 16, 2022 Hope you're okay @Antonin...... Not long and the 2 month victory is here Keep strong 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted June 17, 2022 Author Share Posted June 17, 2022 (edited) 21 hours ago, Cheryl T T said: Hope you're okay @Antonin...... Not long and the 2 month victory is here Keep strong I'm all good mate. I have no desire at all to gamble at the moment. It's not like I don't have the money but because I lost too much already. Money doesn't grow on trees so I need to be careful. Peace. Edited June 17, 2022 by Antonin 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bangers Posted June 17, 2022 Share Posted June 17, 2022 2 minutes ago, Antonin said: Money doesn't grow on trees So why are Banks called branches Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted June 17, 2022 Author Share Posted June 17, 2022 6 minutes ago, Bangers said: So why are Banks called branches I know exactly what you mean by that. Banks are creating money out of thin air that doesn't actually exist by printing it. Us are slave of money but can't print it as they do. Too bad. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheryl T T Posted July 1, 2022 Share Posted July 1, 2022 On 17/06/2022 at 20:30, Antonin said: I know exactly what you mean by that. Banks are creating money out of thin air that doesn't actually exist by printing it. Us are slave of money but can't print it as they do. Too bad. Hope all is well. Forget the money. Smile and keep strong x 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted July 2, 2022 Author Share Posted July 2, 2022 10 hours ago, Cheryl T T said: Hope all is well. Forget the money. Smile and keep strong x All is fine mate. Thank you. Very tempted to gamble again to be honest but I didn't This is exausting because even tough I lost so much money by gambling, ironically something is pulling me back to it ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
david1111 Posted July 2, 2022 Share Posted July 2, 2022 1 hour ago, Antonin said: All is fine mate. Thank you. Very tempted to gamble again to be honest but I didn't This is exausting because even tough I lost so much money by gambling, ironically something is pulling me back to it ... The urge will always be there, sometimes stronger than other times. It's how you cope with it that matters. You know what it takes because you have done it. Stay strong my friend 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheryl T T Posted July 6, 2022 Share Posted July 6, 2022 On 02/07/2022 at 10:59, Antonin said: All is fine mate. Thank you. Very tempted to gamble again to be honest but I didn't This is exausting because even tough I lost so much money by gambling, ironically something is pulling me back to it ... Don't give in! Temptation, the chase. Not worth it and you know that. The pull is only the addiction whispering. Stick two fingers up to it! Looking back is never a good idea. Everyday you don't gamble is the real win. Keep posting x 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antonin Posted July 20, 2022 Author Share Posted July 20, 2022 On that day, I haven't gambled since more than 2 months 2 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1pstaker Posted July 20, 2022 Share Posted July 20, 2022 Well done Antonin, always good to read your progress. Keep going bud 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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