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On 12/08/2019 at 05:11, Antonin said:

Monday's Talk ?

As I've said previously, I'm leaving my current job in a few weeks now (at the end of this month)

It also means that I will reach the 6 months gamble free!! ?

I think it will be a prefect time to be focused on something else 

I'm not saying I will leave the forum though

I'm quite confident to acheive what I want to do in life

It also make me feels good to see David, Kev, Centi doing so well. Keep fighting!! There's hope, Have faith. ?️

Much love!! ♥️

This is amazing and testament of your inner strength! x

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71 days for me. I'm almost starting to lose count. Had a dream the other night about playing roulette. I won lol. Woke up massively relieved. Phew. I still maintain i will do the £10 poker. 6 visits in 10 weeks with profit of £195 so I'm 99.9% sure going on a Saturday night will not tilt me into doing anything else.

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The journey of a compulsive gambler continues 

Some nasty thoughts come back to my mind these days

Luckily, I have blocks in place and no easy access to my money 

As I've said, the boredom is a terrible thing when it comes to gambling

I Stay Strong, Peace ?️

 

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6 minutes ago, Antonin said:

The journey of a compulsive gambler continues 

Some nasty thoughts come back to my mind these days

Luckily, I have blocks in place and no easy access to my money 

As I've said, the boredom is a terrible thing when it comes to gambling

I Stay Strong, Peace ?️

 

Do you play computer games or anything mate?

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24 minutes ago, Antonin said:

The journey of a compulsive gambler continues 

Some nasty thoughts come back to my mind these days

Luckily, I have blocks in place and no easy access to my money 

As I've said, the boredom is a terrible thing when it comes to gambling

I Stay Strong, Peace ?️

 

You've come to far to act on them thoughts now mate. Not going to happen

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27 minutes ago, Rocknrolla said:

Do you play computer games or anything mate?

I used to do a lot of it before but I stopped overnight because I had enough

8 minutes ago, david1111 said:

You've come to far to act on them thoughts now mate. Not going to happen

I know it's very unlikely. But when I'm bored, the temptation is still here

By now, I'm fully aware of my addiction so it's easier for me to say "no"

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53 minutes ago, Antonin said:

The journey of a compulsive gambler continues 

Some nasty thoughts come back to my mind these days

Luckily, I have blocks in place and no easy access to my money 

As I've said, the boredom is a terrible thing when it comes to gambling

I Stay Strong, Peace ?️

 

What you've achieved and just as important how you've helped others on here is nothing short of incredible. It may be time for us to help you instead of you always helping us. Stay strong mate you've come so far. Were always here.

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26 minutes ago, Player1173 said:

@Antonin as others have said mate, keep strong. Is there a new hobby or skill you can turn your hand to?

I like to do some design on the pc so I shouldn't forget what I really like to do instead of thinking to gambling which I'm sure I'll lose my money no matter what

53 minutes ago, adamuk said:

That's the idea you can think of one buddy and it will keep your mind occupied.

I'll think about it ?

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maybe take up a sport, or go to gym,  things like excersize can be quite addictive in thereself to an addictive personality so could take up some of your free time, also helps improve your mood I know when im a bit down or having a bad day that's when I usually feel like a gamble 

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19 minutes ago, fergj24 said:

maybe take up a sport, or go to gym,  things like excersize can be quite addictive in thereself to an addictive personality so could take up some of your free time, also helps improve your mood I know when im a bit down or having a bad day that's when I usually feel like a gamble 

Actually, I enjoy to ride my bike in my spare time

Thanks for the advice though

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