Gambling pisses me off. I always tried to quit, you know that. I quit for two years. I was however happy to stop this demon for a while and then I fall back into it each time. I don't know how I'm going to be able to stop for good and never touch it again. Yet I have tried a million times. Yes, I know, it's my fault, not gambling. Whenever I'm bored and having nothing to do, I always have these impulses that invade me inside. Why ? I have lost enough money and yey. Whenever I earn good amount of money, I can't help myself. What has changed compared to before is that I still have money left in my accounts. But it's not funny at all to lose. Thank you for listening to me. I am sick. I don't want to give up this battle though. .