For the millionth, billionth time again I find myself in a horrible position because of gambling.
I've been struggling with a low income for a while now and I just want a way out but gambling is the only easy money option available.
This time I have lost my living expenses, bill money and I have done every penny of my £2000 overdraft which they won't increase upon and I have no one to turn to.
I've tried gamstop and all the other stuff but I just keep circumventing the system with family/friend accounts.
What's worse than the loss though is the absolute bs signs from the universe saying "fuck you!!" because over these last few sessions where I lost control I could have been in at worst break even if not for timing
I'm thinking about it right now. A speculative bet just before the off with a big wager on a 5/2 shot where the race starts as I click place bet, the horse wins but it didn't take my bet in time. The 7x 7x 2 on spin and win wheel which I missed out on because switching tabs my movement on touchpad expanded the page and missed repeat bet by a fraction of a second. The 250x lightening number because I switched area. Cashing out my £500 bet on Man Utd 2-0 down for peanuts and spewing up after the game. Follow up by betting Chelsea and Arsenal and manically laughing after the games were finished and finally fucking primal Megaways missing a 864x 5 x£2 with tigers across but gave me kings instead on the mystery symbol.
With nowhere to turn I think my time is up