I've just excluded all my accounts for max 5 years.
I just can't do it any more guys. I can't control my gambling so now is the time to take a stance
I've seen @Antonin succeed so I know it can be done.
I can't really say much more
Ive played drunk before, but never so drunk i didnt know what i was doing.
The difference is when you are drunk you dont give a shit, its the realisation when you wake up the next day of what you have done which is the worst.