@Blacko mate sorry to hear what happened. When i lost in June last year I'll never forget that sick feeling i had for days. I knew there and then that was me done. I've have had that feeling so many times I've lost count. I was fed up of yet again feeling the same. The coming days were difficult. The weeks hard and months were less so. In time funnily enough you may see it as the best thing to happen. You won't see it that way now but in time you'll look back and think I'll never have that sick feeling in your stomach after a big loss. There's so much more to life than gambling. You can do it. I know you can. Things will get easier. Things will get better. Life will be good again. Good luck my friend we will be here to support help and if necessary advise.