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FFS ..... You said you'd only be outside for 30 mins till the blue pill kicked in

Hey Melanie, the dude in bed 16 is in need of his medication

Oh gosh no. You're upfront and honest and I will take that any day over what I experienced. You may get on my nerves and we often disagree but you are honest and not the one who caused me anguish.

I have good friends that are in the police. I've seen the impact of child deaths and murder investigations upon them. The impact that they leave behind when needing to show the face of normality to their children and partners. The hours of investigation and emotional toll in finding justice. My personal experience does not impact how I respect their work and dedication. I'm simply saying that there are many perps out there in many forms and the virtual ones are one the most emotionally abusive. It's easy to hide behind a keyboard

I've dipped out of virtual boys in their mothers basements. I had enough with the one on here that exhausted my oxygen supply over the last four years Your finger. like your roulette strategy is as limp as his dick.

I think that there are bad apples in many services. Many that exploit, it goes on in all walks of life and professions. To tarnish everyone is wrong. @Gkell727 I'm not saying you haven't experienced, as have many others the bad apples. I've come across it too. It's horrendous. I'm sorry you have experienced such crap. What there is though is the good few. The good few that we need in life else all hell would break loose. It's those good few that keep me going. I'm sure it does for many. There's a mountain of bad press, it needs to be told. No one is interested in the good that others do. Let's not tarnish everyone with the same brush though. There's still good people out there.

@VillaLad if you go over those limits..... I will threaten to get the CB back out again and DM you my horsey picks Ain't worth the hassle of my whinging

You're right

I understand and you must do what works for you. Limits and sticking to them if you're good with boundaries can work. Just want for you to feel happy

@VillaLad They don't give a fuck to be blunt. Just ensuring the tick box exercise is completed to flash around when audited. However, whatever they sent you has you reflecting. Reflection can be brutal and should of could of's start to grow legs. You need a complete break. You're resilient. Look at how much you've overcome! Find a box set, something that takes your time and thoughts. You can overcome this. Stop escaping online and face life. You deserve peace of mind. Find it. Take time out. You're a lovely man I'm routing for you.

I haven't......Self confessed non-fiction book nerd here

I'm done

The Daddy in my kitchen was bigger than this baby PS I braved it in the end, found my big girl pants. Captured and released him into the woods.

Hey @Blacko....... Do you recall the spider in my house? So big it had red eyes? ...... Well after a glass of wine it did Well you promised to come and save me in my damsel in distress moment I've added up the hours I waited and my earnings lost total £2893.74 I see this chaps odds are equal to mine and the spider I fried with a tin of super charged hairspray No recompense

The facts remain that you tried to beat the system by using your new address. You knew. There's no wow..... Please stop trying to beat a system that you as an adult chose to implement. No one has stolen from you.